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Sweet words are a trapeven the kindest heart has been hurt
laugh in public but don't know how to be happy
I hate it when I can't control my bad attitude
my problem i can't control my mind
I never wanted perfect, I just want someone who can appreciateI just want to talk to the right person for meeven i never hated i just don't want to talk anymore
I'm not jealous, I just don't want to see it
I feel okay and not okay at nightI hope I can mute negative thoughts
Sometimes alone is so peaceful
I always choose to look fine even it hurts
my toxic trait is i overthink and sleep irregularlyI'm gonna never force someone to stay with me again
We all deserve to be happy and loved correctlyI hate when small things can hurt me
Ignore me until I really don't want you anymore
I hate how changed i am when hurtSorry, I change easily and I'II try to be okayI need a break from my mind and try to be more peaceful
maybe I'll be fine if I don't trust people easilysometimes i hate i'm always been good to the wrong person
I wanna restart my whole lifehaving no interest in anyone it's so calmOnce I don't care anymore, we're done
sometimes i regret about what i talk to peopleexpecting too much, that's how i get hurtSometimes I keep myself busy so I don't have time to be sad
imagine the person you want be interested in youTake a break from everything it will get better and you will be okayMy jealousy spoils my mood instantly
I wanna feel sleep without anything on my mindit's okay, slowly it will heal and start over again it's betterkeep a good attitude and mindset so that life is more fun
once I delete our chat, it's all overin the end, I lost this game, and I will end itnever wanna fall in love alone againI don't like being lonely but sometimes I also hate crowdsmy anxiety makes my day always think, think and think
I look okay but I'm so broken insideSometimes silence is one way to look fineI'm sorry, when I'm angry I lose control
how can i talk when my mind is overthinkingIf you show no effort and i'll show no interestI have trust issues with people who hurt mesometimes when i'm alone, i think too much
Sometimes I'm okay and not okay at the same timeI wanna be honest with myself that I'm not okay
maybe my silence is a good attitude when i'm hurt
Imagine you are with the right person one day
my brain, forget it everything we'll be finenever wanna feel that disappointment again
takes me back to the time not worrying about anything
I will distance my self when I feel unwanted
right now i'm so scared to trust someone againstay single until I find the right person
Maybe my attitude depends on how u treat me
I'm sorry, my attitude change when I'm disappointed
I choose silence when I'm angry, I'm afraid something bad will happen
I wish I can mute my bad attitude and mindset
silence, disappear, then sleep and forget everything, peaceSometimes I laugh and cry at the same timemaybe my attitude gets bad when I'm hurt or sad, I'm sorry
I need someone to talk to not to hurt
my overthinking is ruining my normal sleeping hours slowly
my happiness is only in public, and i hide my sadness again and again
don't overthink, it just makes u hurt againDon't care, don't talk, don't think, it's better for self-healing
I want to uninstall overthinking, anxiety, and expectingI need a break from worrying in my own head
it's okay, I'm okay but it's only in public
I wanna deactivate my hope in humans
Sometimes I lied when I said it's okay
in silence, i know all about you
I hate falling in love with the wrong person again and again
Happy in public, but depressed inside
I hate falling in love alone
Honestly, I really miss the happy times, not tired, not stressed, and not depressed
When I laugh people think I'm happy, I'm not happy, I just hide my sadness
I'm tired, I'm stressed, but people see I'm happy
I look fine but all the time I'm just overthinking
Pretending to be happy in public, actually I'm really tired of everything
don't expect much, sometimes he just pretends
Melihat orang tua tersenyum dan bangga terhadap kesuksesanku it's my dreams! My dreams
Masalah terbesar orang humoris: bisa menghibur orang lain tapi ga bisa menghibur diri sendiri.
Kita adalah remaja yang paling rajin rebahan, main HP, dan overthinking
2017:bahagia
2018:sangat bahagia
2019:mulai berkurang Bahagia
2020:stress parah
2021:kacau berantakan
2022:masi bisa bertahan hidup
Sebaik baiknya liburan adalah rebahan dikamar seharian
Ketemunya sebentar, kangennya berbulan bulan. Aku, kepada liburan
Ngomong "ohh,iya,oke," bukan karna paham tapi biar kelar aja
Sering balas chat cepat bukan karena fast respon, tapi karna nga sengaja kebaca yaudah mau gamau langsung balas
Pengen uninstall rasa malas ini yang makin hari makin keterusan.
Masih jadi misteri, kenapa setiap makanan yang teman beliin itu rasanya enak banget
Dewasa itu
Pergaulan semakin luas
Sirkel pertemanan semakin mengecil
Pura pura bego didepan orang sok tau itu enak banget sumpah, kaya pengen ketawa ngakak tapi ditahan tahan
Kalo dia tiba-tiba berubah, positive thinking aja mungkin dia lagi cosplay jadi bunglon
Mau berharap apa lagi?
Chat saja dibales stiker doang
Lagi bawa motor tiba tiba ngomong sendiri, pernah sebodoh itu, tapi seru tau
Dont expect to much, yang hari ini dibangga banggakan bisa jadi besok dijelek jelek kan